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December 15th, 2008 by admin | Filed under Education.
This is as Shattering as Earthlings - A must see to understand Karma and Consequence and the Role of Apathy.
This the the WAY of the FLY - The Way of the LIE that will be faced by ALL.
After this reincarnation I was like: WTF? I didnt understand why the hell I had to go through that. But the desire still was prominent within me, to go back to a life of woman, alcohol, cars and sports and hoped when in the interdimensional existence, after this elephant reincarnation experience, Id be able to do just that.
It didnt happen.
I continued reincarnating into experiences as animals that are abused, slaughtered and slain or tormented alive by and through the hands of man. And I actually experienced this physically; the agonizing physical pain that is so extensive, for moments it feels as though it continues infinitely and doesnt stop!
Ive reincarnated into experiences of adults and children dying of starvation, dying because of the impact of physical abuse, being murdered, dying due to being raped and then killed all manifestations from animals to humans that have died grueling deaths due to the hand of man. Ive been through it and experienced it physically.
And now Ive been a fly that have died on a fly-trap wherein I got stuck on and died due to physical exhaustion in the attempt to free myself, which is as a physically intense experience as a human being would experience when dying of exhaustion. Its pretty real.
Im still going down the chain from experiencing the greater to the smaller, reincarnating in the greater and the smaller that experience physical, tormenting death due to the hand of man, and so, Im still going.
Understand what I mean with reincarnating is that I dont reincarnate from birth. No, I reincarnate in the moment of the experience the animal or human being that is me endures in the hands of other human beings.
So, I merge with another being that is in for example the reincarnation-manifestation of an elephant or child and experience with them, what is being done unto them by and through other human beings with me hopeless and helpless, because I cannot change what I endure - because of me not being equal and one in self honesty here as life.
So, Im still moving down the chain of reincarnation as merging with other animals that die due to the hands or creations of man. And this is what Ive realized so far:
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cool realisation
thanx
yeah man, we have become indifferent to pain. we just pretend to be worried yet do nothing.
entering an animal at any moment not through birth, is regarded as possession not reincarnating though.
This is very good. What is the music?
the kind that kills flies with bb guns. its called the bbgunflykiller demon. Or perhaps i’m the idontdrinkaspartamejustlookatthesideeffectslist demon. these “demons,” you see-they protect me from certain things. and when i banish them there is still the sense of awareness. is awareness a demon? shall i knock myself unconcious so that it wont express itself whatever that may be?
happinessinsatanmj
So what personality demon are you?
Best is to share your experience on the forum at Desteni–we have faced what you experience now and share our experiences
thank you again for sharing this story of us all
Thats actually quite the opposite of me. and i dont kill flies exept with my bb gun
Dear Desteni -
this is what I was talking about a few days ago, when I asked:
So how do I apply self-honesty and live?
What do I do with the pain that it brings?
I was recommended to use common sense and do my best to change the world.
And now this! Who can NOT turn his head at this? WHO can bear the pain? What self-honesty, what self-forgiveness, what common sense are we talking about, in the face of this! When breathing stops and tears shake you and heart is exploding with pain!
We have screwed ourselves because we exist in ourselves as manifested separation and even self forgiveness is not applied in honesty but just as a religious formality as we are still in the mind because self forgiveness becomes a formula and not done in the moment of self awareness but we plan to do our self forgiveness when we get home after we eat etc. We have so many ways of mind fucking ourselves that we have to apply self forgiveness for making self forgiveness a task on our list of TTD! TY
We exist as manifested separation because we accept and allow ourselves to be one and equal as separation! But What sucks is that we ARE the manifestation of separation in which all things that are physically manifested is stable and then we have to walk through it unlike in the dimensions where each one must stand as oneness and equality without the support of this physical reality! We have totally fucked ourselves and I don’t know how we can become free as human beings!
SHIT…….I’ve been SOOOOOO……SELFISH. I’m STOPPING MY MIND….applying SF,SH, & SA. It’s not enough. I’m @ a Loss as what else to do???
stop existing in your mind, by becoming self honest and applying self forgiveness to release yourself from the illusion of separation – the only way to transcend the cycle of birth and death and see what is actually here, and what can be done
thanks for sharing insight
Dameaux91 your are at the best state,to start anything new,,look back and findyour passionit will guide you to find your place,and when you do it with all your heart with allyour migth,whatever it is …to be,a teacher,a wife a loving mother,artist….it dont matter this life is to be lived with passion,,you must live everyday like is your last,find a path with heart,the rest will come by itself
What you are describing is almost like non-resistance. You are aware of your feelings and you just become the witness of them. In other words you just accept what happens, no resistance. Namaste
Find a way to stop universal Karma. Go to the lab. Stop the enslavement !!!
I have no feelings for anything material anymore, for a good few years, and my happiness and anger i only feel inside of me these days, BUT, its not felt as it would be normaly. I refer to it as being increadibly neutral, and im not sure why. I do feel very sad for sufering things and i have always felt for ‘inanimate’ objects. Instead of feeling sad that I dont get excited about anything anymore i just feel neutral all the time. How could I help others? without forcing them?
The message here is clear – thanks